Post by blackieboy16 on Apr 20, 2006 18:11:52 GMT
A SPIRITUAL VISITATION
On the 16th October 1999 my beloved dog Blackie sadly had to be put to sleep, my mother agreed to buy me a computer to keep me occupied, I lived entirely on my own at this time and was writing my memories.
Two or three days after Blackie died I saw a computer advertised for sale in the village where I was staying, arrangements were made for me to go and see it, I left just before tea time and stayed up at the mans house for the rest of the evening playing around on the computer, it was very late when I got back home, due to a phobia about beds, in relation to repetitive nightmares in the house I stayed before this one, I was sleeping on the settee with the living room light on, during the course of the night I woke up very abruptly, feeling unusually wide awake, but aware I was not alone in the living room, when I looked over by the window, I saw near the top what I can only describe as being a big brown fast winged fly contained within a circle of light coming down and over towards me, all around the circle of light were transparent shimmers, I watched the circle of light coming towards me, as it got closer to me I gently blew it, the circle of light stopped momentarily then moved to my left and hovered above my duvet cover, I did wonder if there was something wrong with my vision and looked away from the circle of light to my right, but it remained hovering above my duvet cover and did not follow my line of sight, I put my hand out to touch the object but as I did it slowly faded away, then it was gone, I hadn't felt threatened in any way, I had only felt peace and wonderment, I looked at my watch and it was 5.40 am, I just fell back over to sleep again, marveling at what I had just saw.
During the course of the day I thought about the strange experience I had in the early hours of the morning, I began to wonder if it had been Blackie's little spirit coming to see me, I felt sad to think it had been Blackie and I had not realised it, every evening I had went down to Blackie's grave at the foot of my garden, just to say hello and to tell him I was still thinking of him, but I had not been able to do this the evening before with going to see the computer, I believe and always will believe my boy came to see me that night instead.
I can only describe the size of the circle of light I saw as being slightly smaller than the conventional size of a crystal ball, seeing I am no good with measurements and things like that, the object inside the light was moving so quickly I couldn't tell what it actually was apart from my description above, I have never saw anything like this before, and have never again since.
My mother bought me the computer, the man selling it became my partner, we moved away from the area together, he had a little boy dog called Prince who was a cross Whippet, Blackie had been a cross Collie Lurcher crossed with a Labrador, Prince looked like a smaller version of Blackie, Blackie had died on the 16th October 1999, Prince took ill and died on the 16th October 2001, I asked Blackie to help Prince, and I believe he came for him on the second anniversary of his own death, perhaps it was the only way Blackie was able to help the little boy, I knew in my heart Prince would die this day, and he did.
A very strange coincidence, I met my partner through Blackie's death, and his little dog died two years later on the same date, weird.
Blackieboy 16
On the 16th October 1999 my beloved dog Blackie sadly had to be put to sleep, my mother agreed to buy me a computer to keep me occupied, I lived entirely on my own at this time and was writing my memories.
Two or three days after Blackie died I saw a computer advertised for sale in the village where I was staying, arrangements were made for me to go and see it, I left just before tea time and stayed up at the mans house for the rest of the evening playing around on the computer, it was very late when I got back home, due to a phobia about beds, in relation to repetitive nightmares in the house I stayed before this one, I was sleeping on the settee with the living room light on, during the course of the night I woke up very abruptly, feeling unusually wide awake, but aware I was not alone in the living room, when I looked over by the window, I saw near the top what I can only describe as being a big brown fast winged fly contained within a circle of light coming down and over towards me, all around the circle of light were transparent shimmers, I watched the circle of light coming towards me, as it got closer to me I gently blew it, the circle of light stopped momentarily then moved to my left and hovered above my duvet cover, I did wonder if there was something wrong with my vision and looked away from the circle of light to my right, but it remained hovering above my duvet cover and did not follow my line of sight, I put my hand out to touch the object but as I did it slowly faded away, then it was gone, I hadn't felt threatened in any way, I had only felt peace and wonderment, I looked at my watch and it was 5.40 am, I just fell back over to sleep again, marveling at what I had just saw.
During the course of the day I thought about the strange experience I had in the early hours of the morning, I began to wonder if it had been Blackie's little spirit coming to see me, I felt sad to think it had been Blackie and I had not realised it, every evening I had went down to Blackie's grave at the foot of my garden, just to say hello and to tell him I was still thinking of him, but I had not been able to do this the evening before with going to see the computer, I believe and always will believe my boy came to see me that night instead.
I can only describe the size of the circle of light I saw as being slightly smaller than the conventional size of a crystal ball, seeing I am no good with measurements and things like that, the object inside the light was moving so quickly I couldn't tell what it actually was apart from my description above, I have never saw anything like this before, and have never again since.
My mother bought me the computer, the man selling it became my partner, we moved away from the area together, he had a little boy dog called Prince who was a cross Whippet, Blackie had been a cross Collie Lurcher crossed with a Labrador, Prince looked like a smaller version of Blackie, Blackie had died on the 16th October 1999, Prince took ill and died on the 16th October 2001, I asked Blackie to help Prince, and I believe he came for him on the second anniversary of his own death, perhaps it was the only way Blackie was able to help the little boy, I knew in my heart Prince would die this day, and he did.
A very strange coincidence, I met my partner through Blackie's death, and his little dog died two years later on the same date, weird.
Blackieboy 16
